Fortunately, with the encouragement
and support of my parents, I continued in sports and found myself on the inaugural
U.S. Women's National Soccer Team in 1985. We soon developed into a major international
soccer power and became the first FIFA Women's World Champions in 1991. I scored
10 goals in six games and was named the Golden Boot Winner (highest scorer) in
the tournament. I was also recognized as the "best player in the world"
by soccer aficionados around the globe. I was on top of the world ... or so I
thought.
In late 1993, I collapsed
during a match at the Olympic Sports Festival in San Antonio and soon after was
diagnosed with Epstein-Barr Virus (Cronic Fatigue Syndrome). After a year of trying
to battle the virus and still maintain my career and marriage, I hit rock bottom
emotionally, physically and spiritually.
I had become a Christian
in high school but had thrown any obedience or relationship out the window when
my life turned around and things began rolling my way full college scholarship,
success in my career, friends, travel, money, husband...
For 10 years I followed
my instincts, my rules and my desires, and now, I was depressed, sick, alone and
empty. After realizing the pathetic state of my life, my husband and I filed for
divorce in September of 1994 and I left for the mountains in hopes of remembering
and rediscovering who I was and what was important to me. It was there that I
gave my life back to Jesus.
My decision to hand over
my life to the Lord brought incredible peace, strength and joy. I know my life
is in the hands of someone who loves me and truly knows what is best for me. God
provides me with the strength and courage I need to live for Him. "Have I
not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; be not frightened, neither be
dismayed; for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." (Joshua 1:9)
I also know there will continue
to be tough times for me. For example, after my divorce and continued battle with
Epstein-Barr, my team was competing in the 1995 Women's World Cup, and five minutes
into the first game, I was knocked unconscious, suffered a knee injury, and found
myself out of the tournament. On top of that, we lost the World Cup (placing third).
I was heartbroken. But, I also knew Christ was in control of the situation, and
although it was painful at the time, He was with me, He loved me, and it was part
of the plan for my life. Although I had experienced a major setback, I was able
to remain positive throughout the tournament, support my teammates in our quest
to win, and actually use the ordeal to strengthen my faith.
I try to live with Jesus
Christ as the centre of my life. He is my Lord and Saviour. I am secure in my
place in heaven despite my shortcomings and failings as a person. Are you? I know
if I am obedient and love Him with all my heart, mind and soul, God will bless
me and take care of me. Let Him do the same for you. Give your life to Jesus Christ
today.
What about you
?
Where are you in your spiritual journey? Do you feel as though you have hit rock
bottom emotionally, physically or spiritually? Do you desire to find strength
and discover who you are and what matters in your life? You can! Simply express
your desire to God through prayer. God knows your heart so it doesn't matter which
words you use, but here's a suggested prayer: